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you're so perfect i feel like hiding under my blanket and letting my tears pour out like when you do with your eyes shut so tight they hurt and mouth so wide open nothing comes out, and sobbing like there's no tomorrow with intermitten gasps and sticky flushed cheeks. i want your tenderness so much i throw a tantrum at my pillow,pounding and beating,slapping and punching,as if it were your chest.i hate it that im left hanging by your indecisiveness and i wonder so hard if it was my fault in putting you in this position,that i just want to throw my head out of the window,only to realise that if i were to do that i'd have to go down and fetch it back again or else i wouldnt be able to think about you day and night.i kick myself for being so lousy with words that ive unintentionally yet so harshly pushed you away.now i am a wreck,with perpetually red,puffy eyes in pining over your absence;im sitting here alone thinking it through,unable to figure out what can i do to convince you to stay by my side.

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this is ours-

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you, I'd be always faithful
I want to be
What you always needed
Then I'll hope you see the heart in me

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul

You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind if you give me the chance
I'll never make you cry c'mon let's try

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Am I crazy for wanting you
Maybe do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul






i believe the magic in your eyes,
all i want to do is make you mine.

all that matters, is today(: -