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the sun's up once more today and im grateful for it. somehow it shall take your place in being my strength. <3 sun! there are a thousand and one songs i need to hear to build my soul. so so so thirsty for songs! you wouldn't know it, wouldn't believe it. i'd list the thousand of them down and show it to all of mankind. but right now i need a wall around me. here's the thousand and oneth. and it's for a certain fly-shooer-away >>
don't speak, seal your lips; please don't say a word; maybe i won't remember the words i have not heard; i see that you're in love; i know it's not with me
but i don't want the truth to haunt my memory;
it's never too late to relight the fire; it never stopped burning for me; the flame, it never died inside of me; how is it now that i can tell you i love you; how is it only now that it's too late; what can I do, the love that we had is torn in two; so you'll take the smiles from all of our years; i'll take the tears
i sit and reminisce, of times that we once shared; i gave you more than love; you never thought I cared; my feelings were all for you; although it did not show; i only told you on the day you let me go
it's never too late to relight the fire; it never stopped burning for me; the flame, it never died inside of me; how is it now that i can tell you i love you; how is it only now that it's too late; what can I do, the love that we had is torn in two; so you'll take the smiles from all of our years; i'll take the tears
now i realise that your no longer mine; but i'm hoping the pain will heal in time
although your leaving, i won't say goodbye; because i know your here with me inside,
now i'll be alive
how is it now that i can tell you i love you; how is it only now that it's too late; what can I do, the love that we had is torn in two; so you'll take the smiles from all of our years; i'll take the tears
i got lifehouse this morning, a present from mom! (actually i sneaked it in her pile of cds so she got tricked into buying it.) yujia lent me the calling's camino palmero and, 5 hillsong cds. im practically swamped! in music haven.
and! if you're reading this, i got howl's moving castle's ost! im excited. i know you'd be too if you knew.
we had a howl moment i remember; eighteenth mar. no but actually i wasnt really watching. and i know you werent either! aha! ...
all that matters, is today(: -