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hi. okay. my phone's down. because of the stupidest reason on earth- the battery's dead, and my charger's spoilt. so technically the phone's working perfectly fine, but i cant use it. MARVELLOUS. unless you can psychologically teleport whatever you wish to say to me from your brain to mine, call me at home. (:

i just have to say sorry to a certain someone. for being so unfeeling..so blockheaded...so aloof...so distant. and a whole lot of other things that broke your little heart. it was the sharp edges of my hide that pricked you while you were trying so hard to get closer and make us both return to the way we were not too long ago. i just don't get why it's so intermitten the connection we share. you made me feel so fortunate cause i had someone there for me, who understood so much without a single word being said. the bond so hard to deny and so irreplacable was what kept me through arduous times. but then sometimes it's so strange, i dont know if you feel it too, but each day dawns and i find myself labouring to build it from scratch again. i was let in to your world, and i'm grateful for all the sharing we have had, cause i know all of that is true and the memories would stay even after i get alzheimer's. it's a gruelling stretch of road we face at this juncture and i hope we all make it through. and i mean it in every single way.. whatever you do. dont. give up. on me.

all that matters, is today(: -