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okay update.
orientation is quite okay so far. didnt really bond with my OG or class yet, except for some people. some nice people haha. had a nice miniature og dinner one night. which was good. probably the only time i enjoyed. haha okay la not that pathetic. hannah's in the same class as me and we're just.. around. haha(: she leads really well so i'll let her do all the erm.. arrangements. haven't really decided what cca to join yet. (strings hmm) my senior class is really nice. though all their achievements and histories are intimidating for a not-so-smart-student-in-a-very smart-class like me. and that's sad. i only realised how small the world is when all my new friends would know some other friend of mine, somehow, in some way or another. coincidence or not. it feels good to have a weekend again. when it was the holidays, weekends and weekdays made no difference.. now we're back to the 2-day rest. and it serves as a good break from the rush of activities. anyway, it was good spending time with tiap yang who was really really nice for listening to me (or really really not nice for verbally assaulting me whenever he could) then the rest of the s.o pple were nice too, crapping all the way. then extremely sweet lenard sent me home ! (:


here are the farewell photos, however late they are(:



all 17 of us how rare (: !



another stoned day



after recess poses



chormei the wicked witch



the uh people graduating hahahaha



uh haha i didnt have one of those funky specs sadly



how sweet ! lining up for grad certs ending up snoozing



my beloved mr ho!! he's such a dear



a whine and a pout (i miss you dear!)



miscellaneous



canteen poses



our table. you can vaguely see the fire extinguisher behind



caoyue songxia: graduation splendour glowing on our faces



chormei lives to spoil pictures



ham sandwich with guess who at the back



isabelle !


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i miss korkor. i think his head is really prickly now. i miss him alot. he can't be here to listen to me talk about school and he can't be here to laugh with me and just be there for me. i knew this would happen cause the timing's just wrong. and nobody would be there for me when i scrape through promos or A levels. everything would be changed and im heartbroken. when he comes back, i hope i would still be able to recognise him as my korkor who held my hand and lead me through winding roads eventhough he never really showed it.. this is a bad bad time to be going through this. why isn't he here? i need him. can't you see that i need him? why must you take him away now? everything's not supposed to be this way. everything feels so empty. ):

all that matters, is today(: -

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A wallflower.
A love taken for granted.
By Lysia.