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"It's always painful when you first come into acceptance. And you think you'll never get over it. Bt after awhile, it'll be numb and you won't hurt as much. Hold your head up high. You don't need a coward that is too afraid to stick it out with you. Someone else will come along and treasure you so much he'll do whatever it takes to keep you together. That's the man you want."

-wise words from someone.

I guess letting this love go is to make a sacrifice. There's nothing you can ask for in return, even though you're the one walking away, still silently hoping and dreaming for reciprocation. If only I could talk to you, ask you, or just look at you and see what you're thinking, to make me understand everything more clearly. I want to know if there's any chance in hell we could work things out or whether you're just trying to save me from hurt when actually you think there's still another shot at it. I know I'm still hoping for more because I still love you despite my efforts and definitely can't bring myself to hate you. But it's not about what I feel.. Your choice is as good as the final word and there's nothing else to say that would render it otherwise. All I can see is the good times that have passed us and all that I can derive out of them are questions as to why that was not enough for you. You should know that it is for me.


I don't even remember why we broke up in the first place.

all that matters, is today(: -