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Now that I'm still my verbal overload self with one major outlet blocked, blogging is the best medicine.(kinda obvious with two entries in one morning) I told my mommy about the break-up and she was really nice & rational while I was bawling and getting all splotchy. She presented me the facts in her pov instead of mollycoddle & spiteful words.(though there were some I-saw-this-day-comings) I guess I have to acclimatize to the readjustments of the people I'm close to. He held the No.1 spot steadily for 2 years, even above family on certain ocassions, so the sky has just about fallen, thank you.

Yujia has helped me alot in the decision-making; she has the wealth of break-up advice knowledge consolidated from various people which is empowering! Because I would have succumbed to my weak resolve if not for the reality she constantly reminds me about. Others I have talked to about it are Faith(elle a chaveaux longs noir et les yeux marron, elle est grande, mince et belle!), Charlie(who must be as bald as a baboon's backside now HAHA), Hannah & Zhangwei(even with the ten thousand school kids on their minds), Xinyun(wondrous miracle of talking to the hand), Lee Teng(polly soh! love her), Justin(uhngoogoo hahah), Eugene, Kaiyan (tall, dark & pretty boyfriend) & of course Wensheng!(awfully chocolate dining, meiji milk rage and sorbet with rose), Bernerd(correspondence from SAF -.-) & all others..

Lastly my bestest kor who talked to me till 3am eventhough he needed to book in at 7am the next day and listen to his cmi loghitmartins(?). But unfortunately in a month's time he'll be leaving for his pilot course in Australia. Everyone seems to be leaving. Ok, that is inevitable and I do want him to be able to take me on his Apache one day. Not to mention my eldest brother is going to be more or less non-existent in the house as he starts his housemanship (working 24/7, 365 days. even on sundays and public holidays & with overnight calls as well.) Thank you for the joy of making me feel in limbo. Haha. Before you know it, my mommy and I might just converse in Japanese and French for the rest of our lives.

Ma mère et j'ai habité heureusement jamais après!
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all that matters, is today(: -