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A comforting revelation: the beach is where the sand belongs
I have new found names on my ipod list to keep me company through the lonely mornings before I turn in at 4am, thanks to those two other nocturnal beings, spider spirit and the bone crushing demon. 1am-4 daily is emo tunes sharing time, thursday nights we have lonely hearts anonymous session. (claire is an exception)
Two lonely's in a paragraph does not warrant sympathy from you anyhow, I celebrate life. The despair is only intermittent, and soon it will abate. Just like the rain: there are rows and rows of big dark clouds, but I'm still alive underneath the shroud.
My parents came back from Tokyo today and I'm glad because any longer and I may just give in to the idea of being domesticated (which is a euphemism for being submissive, docile, mindless, home-oriented, friend-of-mama-lemon-and-dynamo) You know the signs when you see it: weird behaviour when in the radius of dirty dishes. i.e shaun's mom's office pantry. where I got observed. Intense gaze, sweaty palms and all.
I like vegetables and sandra oh
Like a virgin, touched for the very first time
Like a virgin, when your heart beats next to mine
all that matters, is today(: -