you know the unsettled feeling you get when you can't recall sth even though it's in your memory somewhere and the extreme satisfaction you get when you finally do?
i remembered the elusive chengyu i have been looking for:
磨肩接踵
or better known as 人山人海 (synonymy, el1101e)
please do not laugh at my fascination, we all have a nerdy alterego, just that mine is bilingual (:

sorry for the physical abuse today chew medicine makes my head light haha or maybe heavy.
i want to go shopping badly and watch movies like Mamma Mia! and the house bunny
but tests are infuriatingly in the way. and no one would take me

and i just hope no one gets hurt i'm trying not to turn it into sth complicated i just want to have a peaceful time that requires no form of decisions and insecurities/uncertainties.
over time, it'll pass and normal would be back, right?

i wanted to call and talk last night but i may still be angry
oh why won't i/you come around?
and an inspiring story led me to realise that however you try to calculate your life, it sums up differently at the end of the day.

2nd driving lesson & econs midterms tmr wish me luck luck luck luck (:

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