today
was a horrid day. it wasn't horrid on it's own, neither were the things i did
but i just felt sad.
too many things to think about, my mind was like a loaded gun
met benjamin tan and augustine: they reminded me of sad things.
brightside: i talked to wensheng for the first time since we quarreled.

i miss talking to wensheng. he helped me put the misery away.

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is says: (11:54:25 PM)
nxt time dont do it again ya?
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is says: (11:55:29 PM)
if he bring u to somewhere in punggol..thats it for u
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is says: (11:57:02 PM)
not every guy in the world is as nice as wensheng

(HAH)

today says: (11:58:57 PM)
man we havent talked properly in a while
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is says: (12:01:00 AM)
all ur fault lar
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is says: (12:01:04 AM)
got so many suitors
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is says: (12:01:06 AM)
then forget me
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is says: (12:01:20 AM)
why must u attract so many guys?
today says: (12:10:54 AM)
ahhh okay seriously. i miss talking to you.
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is says: (12:11:48 AM)
everybody misses talking to me
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is says: (12:12:34 AM)
i cant help it.im just thattttttttttttttttttt good

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is says: (12:20:01 AM)
even though i want to still be there for u everytime to protect u from bad stuff
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is says: (12:20:03 AM)
i cannot
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is says: (12:20:11 AM)
so u got to be independent
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is says: (12:20:17 AM)
and learn to protect yourself
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is says: (12:20:24 AM)
it isnt a very nice world

the one person i can trust
where have you been ): ns is such a killjoy
please quit drinking, clubbing and smoking.